Sitting in the control room listening to Shaun track bass lines as I write this. I think most the time when I play these songs I'm so focused on not screwing up my parts that I rarely think about what these songs are really about. She is just SO gone. It's absolutely draining just listening to these songs, sitting back and thinking about the different pieces of our life together that inspired all this different music, good and bad. Life is frail and important. Hug someone you love.